Out to Please

Anonymous asked: You should post a selfie. You seem cool. :) ps- my bday is in September too! Is it the 5th?

If u come off anon ill shoot a pic over to u. I want to keep my tumblr separate from personal life if that makes sense

Maybe its something I did, maybe not. I felt right with you, was ready to lay a foundation of a life to build with you. But i guess you were not. I’ve been built, torn and now in all the ashes like a phoenix being re-born, I’m laying here not knowing what is to become of me, I just know I am to become it alone. I am not here for self pity or to get others site on my pain, just here to know this is a clean slate. Focus, work, triumph. Don’t be afraid to step on people on the way, because that’s what people have been doing to you. Stay on your path, don’t go astray you are meant to be great, you are meant to be alone.  

I wonder if I’ve done something wrong. I have complete happiness when I think of u, but complete sadness when I think u don’t want to be with me

Anonymous asked: What's your opinion on piercings?

I like them why anon?

Anonymous asked: Y: My birthday?

september i dont want to give a specific date

Anonymous asked: A: Age?

22, 23 in september. 

I need to find a GF and hopefully soon. 

Do you know how to a catch herd pigs? First you set bait out, they come by to eat, and eat, and eat. After about a month of this you put up a wall, but they still keep coming. then after a few more months you of setting up bait you put up another wall, then a few more months go by with you feeding them and you put up your third wall, all the while they do not mind that this is going on because they are oblivious to the out come of the fourth wall. Then after a few more months you set up your fourth wall and there, you have trapped a herd of pigs, and you are able to slaughter them and use them for food. This is the same thing that our US government is doing it its american people. They are giving us welfare, Obama care, taking away our guns (the ability to revolt against the government by the way, because they have tanks air, destroyers, drones, battle ships, and many more weapons we don’t even know of yet, and the few weapons that can help the US civilians fight against these weapons are being taken away), and then after all that is said and done they are going to take away our free speech. It is the same thing Hitler did, Stalin did, and if you read any book by Lennon and or Marx they describe what is going on today as if they were alive. Hate this post if you want however it is my view of society and how I am perceiving my surroundings.

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I wonder how any pain killers I need to take before the pain of being alone goes away.

Honestly my heart hurts from being so lonely.

Tired of being put  on the back burner in relationships. For once I would like to be the main course not just a throw away side that people dont even like. 

I have a bottle and I am not afraid to drink it. 

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4 shots of patron and 2 double martinis later I am feeling pretty relaxed. 

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I am at the point of loneliness where I put all the blankets on my bed next to the wall so that way I have something to snuggle with. sad and lonely felling. 

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